Dear Reader,
I originally decided that I was not going to write this because I figured that I don't need to devote anymore time to writing about the guy I refer to as the One. Well there has been a breakthrough in the land of Sarah..... I am over the One. My best friend said that I should write to you dear reader so that you can feel refreshed to know that I am over him. It has taken quite a long time to get over him... years actually. The last time I spoke with him he rejected me and I have moved on from that. I used to think that there is one person in the world that will be your one and only true love. Well I haven't found the new guy yet but I am going to prove that theory wrong. The next guy I date, he will be spoiled with my love and feelings for him, something the One realized was not a good idea. To have someone care about you insistently for so long after the break up, that to me says there was something special...not to him though... he didn't want to remember anything of those times and such. Well that's fine I am done remembering them as well. I am currently focusing on myself before getting into a relationship. One needs to be at comfort and understanding with themselves before they throw another person into the mix. Getting over the One has been a major success for me, it took a lot of listening to the Aly and Aj cd, which is all about moving on and having a relationship end.
ALY & AJ LYRICS
"Flattery"
Please, don't flatter yourself
You're not the only one
This heart has ever felt
Please, don't exaggerate
Don't tell me you're okay, okay, okay..
I will admit, if you admit it
It's harder than we both thought
It's easier to fall apart
Look where we are (look where we are, look where we are)
I can forgive it, I can't forget it
You left me here with all these scars
and you can't deny the hardest part
I'm not in your arms
We're more hurt than we appear
The world will never know
We both have tasted tears, my dear
You're denying what I say
Don't act like it's okay
Cuz it's not okay
I will admit, if you admit it
It's harder than we both thought
It's easier to fall apart
Look where we are (look where we are, look where we are)
I can forgive it, I can't forget it
You left me here with all these scars
and you can't deny the hardest part
I'm not in your arms
It's not in the cards
It's not in the stars!
I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry
You're not sorry
I will admit, if you admit it
Just please, don't flatter yourself
Please, don't flatter yourself
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Good for you. I'm so proud of you. I know the pain and time it takes to get over who you thought was the one. For me, it was my first love. It took me a long time to get over him, and I had the same ideals as you - there's one person out there for you that you're meant to spend your life with. I thought I'd met him. I married him. I made a baby with him. And after all we've been through, we're falling apart because of a million reasons, and specifically his anger, but I have this feeling that there are other men out there who I could love and who could love me. Maybe only some people end up with 'the one' and some people, like us, have to live with heartbreak to find love in this world. But in the end, it's always worth it. Life without love is...life wasted.
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